It's Been A While

Well.. the trip to Barbados has come and gone and I realized today that I hadn't mentioned it at all. I had a great trip. It was fast, and now into the first full week of March I feel like I had never gone.

It was an incredible feeling to be outside without a jacket on, not to wear winter boots, not to worry about frost bite, just to be able to enjoy the outside. I had a balcony view of the ocean, and the first morning I woke up went right out on the balcony and cried. I felt so blessed and so incredibly loved by God that I would be the ONLY person from our entire group with a ocean view.

My heart is heavy this week. Been struggling with making a decision. God is good, and all that remains is readjusting. I hate closing doors, and I hate hurting people. Two of my most feared things. Both I have managed to do this week. I'm leaning on God's Grace extra strong this week. Trusting that He is going to make sence out of all that is going on, and that good will come out of this situation no matter what it looks like on the outside.