The new X-Box 360 looks like a paper shredder

So.. random thoughts today. Nothing really to go on about. Had kinda of a tired week. Felt just really tired all the time. I do feel better today, and I'm hoping with a good night's sleep tonite, things will be back to normal again. I realized last night that on Dec 1st it will have been 11 years since my father died. Wow. So much time has passed. In many ways I feel guilty that time has gone by so quickly and my life has moved on in so many ways, and I don't think of him very much. One of my pastors once told me that you can ask Jesus to talk to your relatives that have moved. To like let them know stuff, or to let you know stuff. Kinda gives me the heebie jeebies. I mean I believe that my father is in heaven by the grace of God, but the thoughts of actually asking Jesus to chat with him for some reason doesn't bring me comfort.

Anyway, being fatherless is a strange thing, I understand why GOd has such an affection for the fatherless and the widowed. It's a tough deal to be dealt. But with lots of time and healing, I don't feel like there's a gaping wound in my life. Just a twinge of pain to know that I don't have someone to go to and talk with, and listen to his incredibly illogical logic. The apple doesn't fall far from the tree now does it?