Out Of Sorts

Ever have a day/ week where you just feel disconnected? I just feel numb today.. not really "attached" to anything or anyone. Which is disconcerning, and I don't really enjoy feeling this way. I wonder what is wrong with me? Why am I so hard right now? Where is this coming from?

I miss the sence softness of my heart, of being vulnerable and open to all that Daddy has given me and is sending my way. It's not that I feel far from Him, or that I can't see what He's doing, I just feel so removed from it. I could try to stir it up, try to get back on track, but I know that it would be my own self effort, and that.. well it has never worked in the past.

Maybe some sleep will help, perhaps a long walk on a long beach, maybe I need a holiday - Wait.. i just had one of those! Either way, I need Him, to come and make sence of this, to give me hope in the midst of a numb week. To make me right again. To put together the part of my heart and life that I don't even understand. He is good for that. He is big enough. I know Him.