How's This Supposed To Feel?

So I don't know how my life is supposed to feel at this point. I am nearing 30, have things in my life I NEVER expected to have at this age, am enjoying the fun things that I am doing, have great friends, and wonderful people to share my life with, but in many ways it is still empty.

I hate that feeling, when you KNOW God is enough, when you REALIZE that He can be everything to you, but you just don't HAVE it. You know? I hope I'm not alone in it. If I am then I am crazy. And that would actually explain quite a bit, but it's not really a reality I really want to accept.

Anyway, I wish I knew the answers.